Monday, April 22, 2013
Update
I told myself that I should do a serious blog but meh, I failed obviously. I think I'm still sticking with Tumblr 'cause it is faster to make posts there and stuff. But I might just make a double post (meaning, I'll post the same stuff on my Tumblr and here on Blogger) so that I can make this blog look active. So yay!
Thank you letter (3rd)
Hey! So it’s the 22nd again. I just want to thank you for…
1. listening to everything I say, from serious things to my non-sense rant about my everyday struggle with laziness. (lol)
2. making me love things I hate before, and even making me excited for those
3. giving me unconditional support when I lose confidence in my work.
4. telling me things I haven’t heard from other people.
5. being the most patient person I know.
6. appreciating me for being me, with flaws and all. And for that I am now more capable of embracing myself, with flaws and all.
7. wanting me to change, not for your benefit but for my goodness.
8. reminding that I am worthy, even though I feel otherwise; and..
9. being a proof of God’s unconditional love for me. I feel unworthy and yet He gave me the most amazing man I know.
You’ve done a lot of things for me that I cannot express into words. You’re not just a boyfriend to me. You are, more importantly, my best friend and my brother. Best-est friend I could possibly ask God for.
I love you so much, mahal! Cheers for the eternity we’ll be spending with each other. :)
1. listening to everything I say, from serious things to my non-sense rant about my everyday struggle with laziness. (lol)
2. making me love things I hate before, and even making me excited for those
3. giving me unconditional support when I lose confidence in my work.
4. telling me things I haven’t heard from other people.
5. being the most patient person I know.
6. appreciating me for being me, with flaws and all. And for that I am now more capable of embracing myself, with flaws and all.
7. wanting me to change, not for your benefit but for my goodness.
8. reminding that I am worthy, even though I feel otherwise; and..
9. being a proof of God’s unconditional love for me. I feel unworthy and yet He gave me the most amazing man I know.
You’ve done a lot of things for me that I cannot express into words. You’re not just a boyfriend to me. You are, more importantly, my best friend and my brother. Best-est friend I could possibly ask God for.
I love you so much, mahal! Cheers for the eternity we’ll be spending with each other. :)
One month.
Date posted: February 22,2013
It is crazy to think that we’ve only known each other for a few months. Everything just fell into their right places and I’ve never felt this much happiness before. Everyday I thank God for having you in my life. I love everything about you. I just want to thank you for everything, for being patient and understanding. Feel ko talaga matagal na tayo magkakilala eh! Hahaha. Sabagay, kambal nga kasi kita. Sobrang comfortable ko kaagad sa’yo which is really weird. Yung tipong ilang hours palang tayo magkakilala pero it feels like we’ve been talking to each other for years na. I can still remember yung days na na-ffrustrate ako sa’yo ‘cause we act like tayo na pero ayaw mo pa. Babae lang? HAHAHA. And nung tinanong mo na ako if I can be your girlfriend (na nadulas ka lang naman dahil nagpa-pressure ka sakin), sobrang hindi ko alam kung iiyak ba ako or hindi. Ending, natatawa ako pero di ko pinaparinig sa’yo. Pano kasi feeling ko nung tinanong mo na ako nun e para akong sinagot ng nililigawan ko.
I am just really happy to be with you. And lalo na that God used you para mapalapit ako sakanya. I really feel blessed to have you :)
(First photo together, yay!)
It is crazy to think that we’ve only known each other for a few months. Everything just fell into their right places and I’ve never felt this much happiness before. Everyday I thank God for having you in my life. I love everything about you. I just want to thank you for everything, for being patient and understanding. Feel ko talaga matagal na tayo magkakilala eh! Hahaha. Sabagay, kambal nga kasi kita. Sobrang comfortable ko kaagad sa’yo which is really weird. Yung tipong ilang hours palang tayo magkakilala pero it feels like we’ve been talking to each other for years na. I can still remember yung days na na-ffrustrate ako sa’yo ‘cause we act like tayo na pero ayaw mo pa. Babae lang? HAHAHA. And nung tinanong mo na ako if I can be your girlfriend (na nadulas ka lang naman dahil nagpa-pressure ka sakin), sobrang hindi ko alam kung iiyak ba ako or hindi. Ending, natatawa ako pero di ko pinaparinig sa’yo. Pano kasi feeling ko nung tinanong mo na ako nun e para akong sinagot ng nililigawan ko.
I am just really happy to be with you. And lalo na that God used you para mapalapit ako sakanya. I really feel blessed to have you :)
This is just the beginning of something that will never end. I love you so much, pare :)
2nd month :)
A little something for today. Hihi. I really wanna thank my IntlFin classmates and friends at FEU Diliman for being cooperative and understanding of my ka-cornyhan :D
Date posted: March 22, 2013
Of Lost Dreams and Detour
Date published: March 31,2013
I was going through the notes of my
Facebook account when I saw again “Date A Girl Who Counts”. It reminded
me that, 4 years ago, I was so sure of what I wanted in life and how I
will achieve it. I can even remember that I thought the love of my life
had come. I spent all my energy thinking I wanted to be a CPA. But lo
and behold, fate really has a bad sense of humor. Well, sort of.
Ever since I wanted to be a lawyer and had a plan of taking up Political Science. But weeks before my senior year in HS started, I decided to take up Accountancy instead for my pre-law, mainly because of practical reasons. After graduating in high school, my reaction in entering college was just like everybody else’s, so enthusiastic and full of hope. It is a new start after all. However, my oh-so-high enthusiasm for my first choice of program suddenly dropped like an economy hitting a recession during the 2nd term. I got low energy, not really looking forward to any subject related to my program. I actually enjoyed more the art-related subjects that business ones. I just lived my everyday life wishing that this misery will end. A year after, my grades dropped. For the first time, I got a failing final grade. Surprisingly, I was not that affected. Also, I was with this guy who wanted all my attention to him. Which left me being stuck with my current situation, without any plan B or C or even until Z. It hurts to see your goals falling apart right in front of you. Starting from a detour I though would lead me to something better, I had it worse. I thought myself hopeless and started to even self-destruct. On my 2nd year I got debarred from my college and had to transfer to another school. My parents wanted me to continue Accountancy though I have told them I got no interest. But they are my parents, so yeah, had to stick by their rules. I transferred and continued my journey towards becoming a CPA. Somehow, maybe by luck, I got removed from the BSA program. I actually felt relieved but somewhat frightened as to what my father will tell me. Anyway, I am now taking up Financial Management and I am really enjoying and loving my course, even.
I do not know if I still want to be a lawyer someday. Right now, all I can see myself is doing work at a bank. Probably a Vice President or something. After 4 years, I am taking a path different from what the 11-year-old me visualized. Do I have any regrets? Well yes, failed grades and poor performance during my first 2 years in college. But I am thankful for my failures, if not for it I wouldn’t be the way I am now.
Ever since I wanted to be a lawyer and had a plan of taking up Political Science. But weeks before my senior year in HS started, I decided to take up Accountancy instead for my pre-law, mainly because of practical reasons. After graduating in high school, my reaction in entering college was just like everybody else’s, so enthusiastic and full of hope. It is a new start after all. However, my oh-so-high enthusiasm for my first choice of program suddenly dropped like an economy hitting a recession during the 2nd term. I got low energy, not really looking forward to any subject related to my program. I actually enjoyed more the art-related subjects that business ones. I just lived my everyday life wishing that this misery will end. A year after, my grades dropped. For the first time, I got a failing final grade. Surprisingly, I was not that affected. Also, I was with this guy who wanted all my attention to him. Which left me being stuck with my current situation, without any plan B or C or even until Z. It hurts to see your goals falling apart right in front of you. Starting from a detour I though would lead me to something better, I had it worse. I thought myself hopeless and started to even self-destruct. On my 2nd year I got debarred from my college and had to transfer to another school. My parents wanted me to continue Accountancy though I have told them I got no interest. But they are my parents, so yeah, had to stick by their rules. I transferred and continued my journey towards becoming a CPA. Somehow, maybe by luck, I got removed from the BSA program. I actually felt relieved but somewhat frightened as to what my father will tell me. Anyway, I am now taking up Financial Management and I am really enjoying and loving my course, even.
I do not know if I still want to be a lawyer someday. Right now, all I can see myself is doing work at a bank. Probably a Vice President or something. After 4 years, I am taking a path different from what the 11-year-old me visualized. Do I have any regrets? Well yes, failed grades and poor performance during my first 2 years in college. But I am thankful for my failures, if not for it I wouldn’t be the way I am now.
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